"Nut Up or Shut Up!" VS "Speak now or forever hold your tongue"

From the title, what's the real difference? No idea.

It was like taking drugs.

What an apt analogy considering that was just being discussed earlier in the evening.

You yearn and crave for it. And when you finally get it, you get lost in the joy it brings. Time slows down and speeds up at the same time.

And well, honestly, you'll want to slow down and speed up at the same time. A real peculiar feeling. Hard to describe. Peculiar, but it's good.

But when the "high" is over, here comes the crash. It's actually a different kind of crash when compared to a sugar crash.

It felt more like a "crush". Being crushed from inside. So was it a feeling of implosion?

I don't know.

The feeling that the "weed" was the last you'll ever have, and it saddens and depresses you to think that that was the last you'll ever get. Or at least you'll never know when's the next time you're gonna have it.

What a weird analogy.. Peculiar perhaps.. But indeed, it was apt.

Saddening and depressing.