dammit

i just went for my 1week plus of leave and off and when i return to camp, guess what happened?

my helmet's missing.

some @$%ing bugger stole my helmet. and not just mine too. joseph's one is also missing, along wiht malcolm too. and team 3's helmets had been swopped with older versions.

this is really pissing me off.

WHERE'S SANTA?

dammit

That look in your eyes is pain in my ass.

"The most precious possession that ever comes to a man in this world is a woman's heart"

oh yeah?

prove it to me!

another challenge that i want to set(for myself) is disappearing.

i want to disappear and see how many people actually noticed.

of course, for the two issues mentioned above, i'm not eing "jaded" or emo.

it is purely from a scientific point of view.

all because i read some really interesting articles a few days ago. i took it as a personal challenge to prove those articles wrong.

i'll talk more about those articles if and when i can prove them(either right or wrong).

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rotting away at home.

somebody PLEASE ask me out.

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and i realised i have realy poor memories these few weeks. i cant remember who i went to watch the warlord movie with. (Was it with glen,lynn and etc etc?)

and i cant remember which day i went to watch "enchanted" with. i can remember i watched it with yvonne because i fell asleep halfway throughout the show and was given a hard slap on my arm to wake me up.

"YOU MISSED THE ONE TRUE LOVE'S KISS!!!"

whatever

and i get tired easily.

it is natural to feel tired from lack of sleep. but even if i've had MORE than enough sleep, i'll still feel tired. no, not lethargic. just plain tired.

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kinda went to bugis with hendry, sherman, jon and hanwei.

wondered why we met at bugis and we ended up walking to suntec.

julia, this is jon. the rich kid that drives a bmw coupe.

Hendry's the photo buff. walking around with his gigantic Nikon DSLR. that he didnt bring his camera and so i was the only one with my fujifil camera.

after two years, that was the first time i touched and used my camera again. hope have more chances to use it.

ASK ME OUT

ahh freak.

so many people that are just so damned irritating.

i hope they would bloody leave me the eff alone.

and the damned thing exploded IN MY FACE.

no thanks to yvonne who dragged me to go play the stupid DDR machine yesterday.
i feel so lucky to make it to stage five.

never gonna touch it again.

tired. really tired.

even had to went out for sea patrol in the rain.

bloody monsoon seasoon?

almost got KO-ed by the weather. soaked in to skin and thus headache.

saved by the mighty panadol twice already.

last week was ye sheng's panadol that killed my headache.

before that a few weeks ago was julia's panadol that gt rid of my flu.

now another kinda headache.

what to get for my friends this christmas.

OWNED!

Wendy, I can FLY!

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bought the book "I Kissed Dating Goodbye" by Joshua Harris.

quite interesting other than some parts.

made me reflect on a lot of stuff.

the book doesnt just reflect on relationships, it also talks about how to deal with day-to-day issues.

which made me realise something.

i remember a few weeks ago while in a cab with michelle, she was somehow frustrated with something and said that she just want to take a car and go speeding.

i agreed with her then.

but after reading the book, i feel that's not the way to do things.

instead of speeding down the road with heavy metal music blasting in the background, now i feel that the best way is to just roll down the windows and feel the air blowing against my face.

all right. enough for tonight. tired