"You want the TRUTH? YOU CANT HANDLE THE TRUTH!"
things can be a little unsettling when they are put into perspective.
how about friends who disappear into thin air. just like that. POOF! and they vanished. somehow reminds me of "Puff the Magic Dragon".
SAF should recruit that friend of mine. the ability to vanish into thin air. but of course i consider that person to be a former friend of mine. i dont need a friend whom i am UNABLE to contact.
everytime i log in to blogger, i have to remind myself that i have to use my gmail account and not my hotmail account.
"You Jedi scum!"
"I love you, Padme."
courtesy of gary, i've managed to watch all six episodes of the star wars movies. with age, the way we see things differ. not necessarily more matured, but definitely different.
episodes 4, 5 and 6 are more of a CGI showcase.
episodes 1, 2 and 3 have more character development.
when i first watched the first three episodes many many years ago, i thought it was anakin's strong love for padme that resulted in him turning to the dark side.
but last week, after watching them again, i felt that it's the system that is at fault.
the Jedi order is too extremist. you are not allowed to love, for love brings about jealousy and that will lead us into the dark side.
sounds like a system whereby the followers are trusted to be able to make their own decisions. in trying to create a perfect society, many rights have been removed.
sounds a little orwellian eh?
and even though the all-powerful and all-knowing master yoda knows thatyoung anakin is hiding something, he refused to help.
i really find this ridiculous. so if jedi knights are not allowed to fall in love, then where are they gonna get their young padawans from?
maybe things will get too detached.
just because some asshole used to have a brother so all the seniors take care of him. and just because all the seniors take care of him, other people are supposed to give him what he wants.
if he dont get what he wants, be prepare to suffer.
in the whole idea of fair share, that asshole thinks that i'm "qie"-ing him. when actually everybody did their fair share.
just because he doesnt like to do cerain time shifts, three other people have to accomodate him.
and so because i didnt give him what he wanted, plus the fact that he thinks i'm bullying him, that asshole went to complain to out senior who is probably a good friend of his older brother.
for 16 weeks in a ROW! every single weekend og mine is burnt! i havent have a single weekend to enjoy for 16 WEEKS IN A ROW!
so when the seniors ORD, he's gonna get it. because i want to see who can he turn to for help next time.
and next time, i'm gonna really "qie" him upside-down.
and people ask why 90% of the guys resent NS and why they become so angsty.
so excuse me if i'm hot-blooded, short-tempered and seem to be lacking in patience. this is the new me.
hitchhiking back to normal-ville. anybody?