fever
sore throat
flu
giddiness

i just stopped eating for one whole day and the hydrochloric acid in my stomach starts to digest my stomach walls, causing me severe discomfort. so on my way home, bought a Mars bar. as i as eating the Mars bar, somehow i felt like a kid again.

lol.

met nicholas on the train ride home and somehow we started chatting about how profound the age 15 is to us. not really sure why we started talking about that age and nothing else. but being 15 has reflected well for me. for it is the age where i got experience life and death.

life for it was my first love, death for it's my first (and i hope my last time) time in a coma.

*sigh*