damn.

i was utterly pissed off yesterday. it's not because everything went down the drain, but because i wasted one of my precious leaves. applied leave for nothing.

oh well, but life gotta go on. so i went to watch spiderman on my own. three people in the ENTIRE cinema. aint that cool? just me, my popcorn and my coke. pretty cool movie. i mean there are the usual 'nice graphics', 'fantastic effects' and stuff. but please, please look out for the character development and the storyline. i must admit it's the best spiderman movie yet. unless of course we have spiderman 4.

watched some trailers too. some other movies i wanna watch. like pirates of the caribbean: at world's end, transformers(relive my childhood days), and two particular cartoon movies. i love comedies. with my high-stress life, comedies are good for my health. so they are Ratatouille and surf's up. something about a bunch of penguins surfing.

so after the movie, i went down to changi airport. coincidentally, grace was going overseas that day. i havent been to the airport for a very long time. i used to go there whenever i'm feeling down or any of the other negative feelings that i might describe as being an understatement of what i'm actually feeling. realised there are lots of students hanging out there. wow. just like when i was doing my O levels. hanging out there. but i wonder what some of those students are really doing there. are they there to study ot trying to help singapore boost her population. lots of them in school uniform locked in each others' embraces and from the way i observe, seem to be forever stuck at their lips.

go get a fucking room!

had enough of such nonsense. so went to esplanade, in particular, the rooftop terrace. as usual, the more public places are okay, but go to some obscure place and you see couples "stuck on each other". at least they're not in school uniform. except for one. both of them are wearing their school t-shirts. xxx PRIMARY school. and our country's leader are worried about our low population. so that is where singapore's YOUNG baby boomers are coming from. from the rooftop terrace atop the esplanade theatres.

wanted to go for a bumboat ride(water taxi). but it reminds me of my job. so decided to forgo it.

went to a library and FINALLY found the book "Catch-22" by Joseph Heller.
FINALLY.

went to a nearby Mac for dinner.

i hate fickle-minded people.
let me rephrase that.
i am ok with fickle-minded people because i can be one of them at times.

but DAMMIT!

do your thinking BEFORE you join the queue or when you or queueing.
DONT wait till you reach the counter then THINK.

DAMMIT.

was reading this particular book. and it said, "Holding anger is a poison. It eats you from inside. We think that hating is a weapon that attackes the person who harmed us. But hatred is a curved blade. And the harm we do to others, we do to ourselves."

somehow after reading that, i feel a lot calmer.

*sigh*

after today's comissioning ceremony, went to carl juniors at vivo for lunch. i finally ordered something i like there.
double western bacon cheeseburger!

Sometimes when you sacrifice something precious, you're not really losing it. You're just passing it on to someone else.

*sigh*

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The Key to Friendship

The key to friendship

Is not in the hands you hold,

but in how you hold it.

Is not in the tears you dry,

but in all the reasons why.

Is not in the conversation,

but in the way you listen.

Thank you my friend,

for understanding and helping me unlock

everything within.

not really understanding the whole thing, but at least some parts of it.