Sunday, April 13, 2008

i'm so crazy that i went for 2hrs of non-stop blading.

but i love it.

and i had a nightmare while i was alking around.

didnt know it was possible to have a nightmare when you're wide awake. at least what happened felt like a nightmare.

i was just contemplating certain possibilities of the current situation and my brain chanced upon certain scenarios that werent exactly to be of my liking.

and speaking of this particular scenario, i even had two dreams about it. one bad and one good.

the bad one was so bad that i was shocked awake.

the good one was so good that i wish i never had to wake up and just continue living in that dream.

goes to show how serious i am about this little issue.

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i dont need you to make any sacrifices for me.

we dont know each other well enough for any one of us to make sacrifices for each other. it's the thought that counts, so i'll just thank you for the goodwill.

you probably noticed how i refused to cooperate with anything that you propose and i'm being a difficult person.

like what i chatted with julia about:

play me around too much and i'll just end up not giving a **** about you.

so therefore, "it's the thought that counts"

so thank you again.

not interested, therefore my "dont know, dont care" mentality.

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i'm not a fan of being emo,

but i'm currently preparing myself for a roller-coaster ride of emotions.

:-)

let the show begin!

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