the comforting news is that i fell sick AFTER my exams are over. how pathetic?

i was sick almost the entire duration of the exam period and three days before the exams end, i recovered. but on the last day of exams, i fell sick again.

i got one day of break.

lol-ness

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She was yelling at the top of her lungs to the whole world to just shut the fuck up and leave her the fuck alone.

only problem is......

the whole world already left her alone. and to be more precise, they cant really be bothered with her. and in a certain way, she knows that nobody really cares about her.

the world has forgotten about her
she knows she just wants attention

she can disappear off the face of the world right now and nobody will notice anything missing.

her so-called "best friends" wont notice her disappearance.

it's just one of the those things in life when you are no longer of any concern to anybody.

it pains the girl so much that she wanted to just jump off a building. to commit suicide without feeling too much pain.

yes, she's afraid of pain.

but after much deliberation, she came to the conclusion that her suicide wont be noticed till her body starts to rot and the stench starts to get on her neighbours' nerves. nobody would care. there will be no obituaries for her and no news coverage.

so she still wont get any attention.

in fact, she has died a few months ago. and nobody noticed.

aint it sad?

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the other day was telling my girlfriend that if for whatever reason i was to die anytime soon, i want the song "Always Look On The Bright Side Of Life" by Monty Python to be playing on my funeral.

just to reflect the irony of life.

she just laughed it off and told me to be serious.

the sad thing was that i AM being serious...