crap.

i'm at a total loss as to what to say.

these few days at work had been real shitty. so many things happened.

oh so stressful. i'm gonna break down soon.
i just want to curl up and cry.

and to make matters worse, my dad called me saturday morning. my grandfather was just diagnosed with third stage intestine cancer.

my head is in a mess.

everything's spiralling out of control.

i cant think straight. i cant think clearly. i'm not sure if i'm even thinking.

i havent seen my grandfather for at least 4years.

i just wanna shout at the top of my lungs!!!