two off days.

yesterday and today.

then it's back to camp on sunday morning.

i find myself feeling very restless.

very bad withdrawal symptoms i guess.

i'm feeling restless because i'm unable to go out with friends. not that i dont want to. but because i just cant.

lack of money.

the everton-sunderland match last weekend allowed me to win $15 through soccer betting. but that's about it. and i used it all in one night on the movie "Fred Claus" and the cab ride back to camp.

unknowingly, sherman is right. i'm running away from my problems.
another two days leave next friday and saturday.
hope i would have found something to do by then.

"Insanity is not evil, but all evil is insane. Evil itself is never funny, but insanity sometimes can be. We need to laugh at the irrationality of evil , for in doing so we deny evil's power over us, diminish its influence in the world, and tarnish the allure it has for some people."