alright, due to the nature of me suffering from severe short-term memory loss, i need to get some things out first.

Allen, thanks for the PSP video converter! Now i'm no longer confined to just listening to songs and playing games. I can watch Russell Peters!

I didnt know that friendster did away with the testimonial thing, so now anybody can leave a comment behind. jeez. what if somebody leave an undesirable comment for you and you dont get to login for a few days at least, as with my case. So tze, thanks for the heads-up.

all the best to Josiah, who's going for 2nd SSLC. 6 weeks of nonsense.

RHIBs Team 2! HOOO-AHHHH!!

DoTa show-down between RHIBs Team 2 and RHIBs Team 1.
good thing Max decided to stay with us Team 2 instead of following Team 1. If he gets to team up with Zhi Cao. Good Game.

Naturally, I got owned. but who cares. all in the name of fun.

had dinner with P at Kobayashi. never going there again. i think it's probably a cheap rip-off for some other Jap restaurant, whose name eludes my brain now. the food is tasteless. i didnt even get choked by the wasabi.

anyway, later on the mrt train home
P: Jeff.
Me: Ya? Wassup?
P: Shut up.
Me: What the.. I didnt even say anything!
P: You just did. So shut up.
Me: ......
P: Stop mumbling.
Me: (wtf)

so i thought since we had a "conversation" started, i might as well carry on.

Me: I realised i kept receiving emails from Friendster about some dating thingy.
P: I know. I signed you up for that.
Me: For what? Siao ah?
P: I just wanna see what kind of idiots will wanna go out with you.

With that, P smacked her palm against her forehead.

Me: You realise you just jacked yourself pretty badly right?
P: Yes! I know! So SHUT UP!

and the whole train stared at me. the rest of the passengers must be thinking, "Why is the girl keep telling the guy to shut up?"
but i think the correct question should be, "Why is the girl keep telling the guy to shut up when he didnt say anything?"

so moral of the story? i'm not the only one with access to my Friendster account.

Law is my saviour. He helped my finish that difficult GTA mission. The one with the stupid helicopter thingy. i think i'm finally going to finish the entire game.

speaking of which, had a GTA multiplayer session with Sherman.
me hiding behind a wall and once in a while come out to sneak some shots at sherman with my pistol. and sherman on some kind of tower pinning me down with an AK-47.
Bang! Bang! Bang! Bang!
Ratatatatatatatatat!
Bang! Bang! Bang!
Ratatatatatatat!
Bang! Bang! Bang! Bang!
Ratatatatatatatatatat!
Bang! Bang! Bang! Bang! Bang! (me reloading my pistol)
ka-WHAM! BOOM!
and i flew half a block away.
dammit. sherman used a rocket launcher and almost pwned me. sneaky fellow.

joke of the day.
the whole bunk was preparing to sleep when A and B starting quarrelling over some nonsense i cant remember.
then B said: A, shut up or i'll square you away!
Me: Both of you shut up or i'll CIRCLE the both of you away!
A: Both of you shut up or i'll up down left right circle circle triangle square square L1 R1 you all!

non-console players will not understand what just happened.

and i thought to myself, "Why the hell not?"




Gentlemen, time to SUIT UP! We're going to WAR!

had a real long chat with ZH the other day about relationships that kinda nade me somehow feel as though i'm not really ready for it.

If I tell P that, she'll probably just drag me straight into a slaughterhouse. :-)

so I'll just learn to keep my mouth shut.

True learning takes energy, passion and a burning desire. Anger is a big part of that formula, for passion is anger and love combined.

Life's a little foggy, a little soggy. Life can be so randomly beautiful.

oh crap. i keep suffering from this short-term memory loss thing. i cant seem to remember just what i want to do but i just keep FORGETTING.

and I'm also an STC now. yea. wow. whatever.

got dragged around singapore by P. tiring.

and happened to saw SJ. yea. wow. whatever.

and this nagging headache at the back of my head. a pain which i cant explain. arrghh.
panadol's not working.

Something's wrong with my laptop's sound card. that is bad.

We've got the dreamers' disease.

Isn't the definition of insanity doing the same thing twice and expecting different results.

Maybe I need a splash of mercy.

Stupidity is failing and accepting it.

I lied, I cheated, and I lied some more.

And it is through thus that i come to understand, and maybe even realise the fragility of man's sanity.

I suddenly see why she means so much to me. =)

a few days ago, i watched the movie "Dawn Anna". i think everybody MUST watch that. it's really really touching. a sad, tragic movie.

am i creating a substitute reality to escape from certain actual reality?

Wars are not rational acts. They are not begun by rational men. They're begun by people who don't care about the people they rule, who're willing to get their fellow men killed for their own narrow purposes. Fools or geniuses, you only had to understand what they were doing, not why. The what might not make sense, but if you knew it, you also knew what had to be stopped. One cannot fear everything, but to fear nothing is imprudent.

"Yesterday This Day's Madness did prepare;

Tomorrow's Silence, Triumph or Despair:

Drink! for you know not whence you came, nor why:

Drink! for you know not why you go, nor where."

wow. cant believe it.

money has been flowing out of my wallet like water..

i only vaguely remembered spending a huge amount of money a few days ago. and the problem is i cant remember what did i spend it on and HOW MUCH did i spend.

then cafe cartel and haagen dazs yesterday.

casuarina curry for today's breakfast.

and so far the most expensive luxury item i've bought. a $80 polo cologne. (psp is not a luxury, it's a necessity)

Hey alvin, dont worry i know how it feels to be blocked on msn. heh. same thing happened to me too.

*sigh*

anyway, it's good to see everybody again. well, maybe not norman. he's kinda ah... never mind, words fail me.

so psp = mobile porn device?

nope.

i feel damned full with the great burger and the iced belgian mocha. think i'm gonna explode soon.

and thanks to alvin for the ride. when i get my license, i'll drive you back. in a van. if you dont mind.

:-)

calvin and suzie sitting on a tree.
KAY-EYE-ESS-ESS-EYE-AND-GEE!

I just love calvin and hobbes.

quite amazing norman can actually find love through friendster. maybe i should try too.

:-)